sucking before fuck
Have you ever felt so lonesome that it hurt? Not in a crazy I-cant-live-like-this-anymore way, but just a heavy, oppressive kinda way? Or maybe you see some happy couple and feel that pang right in the middle of your chest or in the pit of your stomach.... Sometimes when I lay down at night, I'll hold my pillow close, as if to replace the person that I wish were there...Specifically, what I am looking for is a single man who is emotionally available to have a relationship with a single woman, but won't feel it necessary to just jump in with both feet ... let things develop on their own.... get to know each other and let nature take its course, you know? You'd think that would be easy enough, but when you factor in all the compatibility variables, man oh man, is it difficult! But who can nail down the things that will make the connection and the things that will break it? Sometimes, one can accept or disregard the very things that they think will put them off about a person... who knows how these things work...There are a few things that will just not work for me, so I tend to lean towards folks that jive with my way of thinking in a few areas. The biggest being having a 'live and let live' attitude. I try my very best to let others live how they need to live and not judge...I couldn't be with someone that was judgmental or racist or sexist. I also have an agnostic view of all things spiritual....therefore, a die-hard religious person and I probably wouldn't really get along. And I don't put too much stock in 'costuming'... no fake nails or big hair, fancy clothes, shoes, or bags... and so, someone who worries about asthetics more than the human condition is not really going to be a good fit with me.I have a few other preferences, like a man who is taller than me (I am 5'7") and older than me (I'm 22) or at least close to my age .... and someone who likes to WRITE, because I find that to find writing to be the easiest way to know more about a person.... and its the easiest form of communication for me.So I guess thats enough rambling for one post, huh? Maybe someone out there will read this and know what I mean, what I'm trying to find, and respond in kind....